I wish I had something like this in my head to tie things in together. Right now I feel like my understanding of things is so disorganised and "lucky" in a sense. I feel lucky that I have grasp of anything.
Wow, well expressed. That's exactly hoe i feel. Not momentarily, but with everything. Though i am actually not intelligent, i just have good intuition and luck to grasp some of what i need to "unddrstand".